| sometimes i get excited b/c of what people say, then i realize its not that exciting, b/c we all say things we dont mean, we all say things that we have no intention of following up on, we all say things so that the person hearing us will smile, we all say things that should be done but never get finished, it all goes to the point where we are repeating ourselves over and over, all these things that we do not mean...
i wonder how bad i am at this same exact thing, i wonder if i have hurt u, i wonder if u would even care if i did, i wonder what i mean to all of u, i wonder what u mean to me, i wonder how many more times it will be before i snap and just tell u to fuck off, i wonder if i'll push u to that point first, i wonder if u even have a point, i wonder when i snap if it will be on u or u or all of u...
i guess 75% of the time i dont care, when we're face to face 85% of the time i smile and i think u do to, but the 25% of the time i do care seems like forever, when i do care i hate u... |
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| i wanna be done with this semester.....right now.
its about to be my 22nd bday and we are having keg races...yes thats right folks. i'll be drunk. oh sunday is gonna suck.
i hope everyone that can make it up to the party comes...call me and i'll give u directions to the place. |
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| so the little things ty and jeff have on there sites i was gonna do, but then i figured out what mine would be and its not funny, not even close...its just....just...wrong, oh so very wrong.
my open league curling team won last night...so we are either 2-0 or 1-1 b/c i'm not sure if we forfeited last week. anyhow i did really good, at least i think so. hopefully i play that good on monday.
pretty excited i got some HS bball games to ref, it will definately help out the money situation. got about 7 or so right now plus every weekend at sj.
"so its goodbye, to your brand new life
so its goddbye, best wishes to your black lung" - ltj |
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| $ = none
curling = 1-0
health = sick
cell phone = new
life = blah
work = suck
class = waste of time
welp thats all i got |
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